You have a spiritual tool chest that awaits you each
time you go inside for meditation.
In it you have all the tricks of the trade, or to say
it in a more reverent way, you have a treasure chest full of spiritual
prowess. When you enter the Silent Place you have access to your
proficient Self. You have access to the methods of releasing the
unwanted darkness that surrounds anger, or the horrid plummeting feeling
of gripping fear. You have methods of finding center when the world
outside seems to be gyrating out of control, methods of releasing
antiquated ideas so to make room for the freshest of new energy.
Because we all experience ups and downs in our
spiritual journey, we may find ourselves out of touch with our spiritual
self from time to time. One would think that the emptiness or painful
longing would be enough to signal us to return to our Spiritual Tool
Chest and do what we know, but sometimes we need something more to jog
us into action. The following is a little Spiritual Checklist to help
you ignite your energy if need be.
First and foremost do you know where your Spiritual
Tool Chest is?
There are those of you, if you’re honest with
yourself, who will say “No” or “I know where it is, but I have not used
it in a while.” If you are one that says, “Yes I do know where it is,”
then you can read along and remember to read the checklist on a day that
you feel spiritually challenged.
Are you not using your spiritual knowledge because
you don't trust it right now?
Do you think that there are things in your life that
are more important?
Are there things you do that you feel take the place of your inner work
time?
Do these other things seem to be satisfying your spiritual self?
Do you not use your tools because you feel you are not getting any
results?
Do you seem to just simply forget to take time to go inside to seek your
own wisdom?
Do you feel your problems are too complicated or too overwhelming for
meditation to be of any help?
If not one of these, what would you say is your reason for not taking
time to meditate?
Whatever your answer to these questions might be, if
you are not connecting to your higher self and yet you have done so
alone or in groups in the past, you are at present not taking full
responsibility for this life. You are not proclaiming your Soul as the
Source to your authentic self. You have lost sight of your Right to
utilize your life force. You are currently not allowing yourself to
stand naked in the light of your Own Truth. You are not allowing
yourself to see yourself face to face inside and out. You still have
your allegiance placed elsewhere. Which means you currently believe in a
duality (God and other) rather than believing in All is God.
As I said in the beginning, we all can find ourselves
in this place of disconnect at one time or another or even in and out of
this place throughout the day. But each time we return to the wisdom of
the Soul, we come closer to the unveiling and awareness of the whole
self to the earthly self and vice versa. The work we do in our
meditations is designed to do just that. When we go inside to the pure
light, clear our eyes of the expectations and judgments of the ego, we
can then and only then dare to look at our outer world and claim it as
our own. We can see the ins and outs of it all and understand more
easily how it unfolds the way it does.
You have within you a treasure chest of knowledge and
wisdom that is ready to unfold for you at anytime. “Ask and you shall
receive” might be better written as “allow and you shall receive.” You
cannot allow until you have surrendered, and you cannot surrender
without intent to do so.
Your intent must be to visit your Treasure Chest of
Wisdom daily, if not more often; maybe to take a moment to do a body
scan of feelings, but better yet ,to start your day with a meditation of
Letting Go. Once a day you will release your hold on your earthly
material self and honor the peace of your Soul. To do so you must change
your allegiance. You must change your allegiance from your outer world
to your core Being, your Divine Soul-- placing it above all other. This
is the order of life.
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